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helping people out is dying out.
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By:
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blackcherry
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Mood:
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Mellow
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Date:
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Oct 04, 2008
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Music:
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"jeepers creepers" he eats every 28 years
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I
have
a
story
to
tell
and
I
need
some
help
if
anyone
has
any
kind
advice
to
give
me,
it
would
be
most
appreciated.
I
am
19,
was
fired
from
my
last
few
jobs
because
of
OCD
complications
that
prevented
me
from
getting
jobs
done
in
the
alotted
time
(it
was
a
helicopter
assembly
line)
and
since
last
November,
I
have
been
without
a
job.
Since
my
mind
has
been
idle
for
so
long,
I
actively
look
for
a
chance
to
help
anyone
who
seems
to
be
having
trouble
because
of
mental
illness.
I
am
actually
waiting
for
someone
that
I
can
be
a
neighbor
to.
And
sit
with
a
crying
person
who
had
a
miserable
experience
and
cheer
them
up
to
the
point
where
they
are
laughing
and
have
a
ride
home.
Speaking
of
a
ride
home,
4
hours
ago,
I
saw
a
girl
who
was
dressed
in
a
pink
revealing
dress
sitting
and
crying
by
a
cemetary.
Now
of
course,
i
took
the
chance
as
a
way
of
helping
her
out
by
doing
my
best
to
have
her
tell
me
what
happened
so
she
could
quit
crying
and
be
thankful
that
someone
cares
and
wants
to
help
her
out.
What
better
things
do
i
have
to
do?
Either
way,
when
i
arrived
there
there
were
a
couple
of
local
kids
i
know
who
had
a
vehicle
and
listened
to
her
story
how
some
MOTHERf@ckING
DEUSCHBAG
PIECE
OF
sh*t
(pardon
my
D.O.L)
got
her
drunk
and
spent
some
time
with
her
before
completely
bailing
out
on
the
poor
girl
and
leaving
her
there.
I
dont
know
why
he
left,
and
how
he
could,
but
the
other
guys
beat
me
to
it.
I
did
my
best
to
cheer
her
up
but
she
didn't
want
my
help.
The
kids
i
know
would
have
a
dream
come
true
if
they
could
find
a
lonely
lost
girl
and
drive
her
somewhere,
eventually
get
her
number
too,
etc.
The
thing
is,
she
was
balling
her
eyes
out,
talking
about
how
much
she
hated
her
life
"even
when
she's
sober"
cuz
i
asked
"how
drunk
are
you?"
anyway
she
just
would
rather
cry
and
moan
and
sit
inside
her
own
shell
of
misery
instead
of
be
thankful
that
all
these
people
were
there
for
her.
I
felt
realistically
down
after
she
got
into
the
car
with
the
other
guys
without
saying
a
single
word
to
me.
and
this
girl
was
beautiful!
***to
make
a
long
story
short
and
get
to
the
graveline;
These
popullar
people
and
these
beautiful,
young
people
in
your
schools,
dont
always
have
it
together.
The
girl
that
has
a
flawless
face,
and
the
most
charming
smile,
and
has
everything
she
asks
for,
can
still
be
a
miserable
self-wallowing
person.
And
this
girl
certainly
portayed
herself
as
one
tonight.
She
was
whining
alot
too
and
would
say
"you
dont
even
know
me!"
when
I
tried
to
guess
what
was
up.
SO
,
to
make
a
long
story
short
again:
Take
a
look
at
somebody
that
you
dont
know
or
care
about.
Sit
down
and
talk
to
a
stranger.
Look
at
an
ugly
old
man
who
hangs
at
the
corner
store
every
night;
and
go
talk
to
him,
cheer
him
up
if
he
looks
distraught.
IF
you
really
want
to
be
"cool"
and
grow
a
bigger
pair
of
balls,
then
go
so
far
as
to
share
a
personal
experience
with
him.
(or
her
if
it's
a
woman)
Most
people
you
see
out
there
are
goodhearted.
dont
let
your
own
senses
fool
you.
When
somebody
has
the
nerve
to
sit
down
and
eat
with
a
homeless
person,
or
share
an
embarassing
memory
with
your
local
outcast,
then
YOU
will
walk
away
with
more
dignity
and
more
kindness
in
your
heart,
and
when
you
see
all
the
proud
sharing
their
stories,
you
sit
there
with
a
peaceful
silence
because
you
know
that
the
true
joy
comes
from
being
there
for
someone
in
a
time
of
need.
IT
doesnt
make
a
one-eyed
gimp
into
a
Brad
Pitt,
but
then
you
will
get
that
good
stuff
your
heart
wants.
***and
here
is
another
point,
Cut
the
garbage
with
all
the
"i
can't
im
drunk"
or
the
"i
cant
i'm
high"
excuses
when
someone
needs
help
with
soemthing.
and
certainly
dont
feel
sorry
for
yourself
cuz
nobody
will
care.
Unless
that
person
has
helped
a
couple
of
others.
***and
another
point...
Get
the
point
(literally)
IF
someone
is
making
a
point
but
there
words
and
vocabulary
aren't
as
clear
as
day,
cut
the
shallow
bullsh*t,
swallow
your
pride,
and
get
the
JIST
of
what
he
or
she
is
saying.
Excuses
get
you
so
far
in
life
until
you
wind
up
in
a
similar
situation.
peace.
I
hope
this
reaches
someone
and
makes
sense.
DONT
PRETEND
IT
DOESNT
MAKE
SENSE
TO
YOU
TO
APPEAR
CLEANSHAVEN
IN
FRONT
OF
SOMEONE.
tHE
VAST
MAJORITY
OF
US
UNDERSTAND
WHEN
SOMEONE
IS
MAKING
A
POINT
AND
IS
SERIOUS!
DONT
PULL
small-fry
maintained
ignorance
to
make
yourself
appear
righteous.
After
all,
it's
easier
to
just
nod
than
spill
words
out
you
f@ckERS.
(sorry,
that's
the
tourettes)
I
pray
someone
reads
my
piece
and
respects
it
for
what
it
is,
and
dares
to
help
somebody
that
isnt
all
there
in
the
head.
If
it
is
not
their
fault,
then
nod
your
head
and
respect
that
fact,
even
if
inside
youre
stomach
is
churning
at
what
a
miserable
sight
they
are.
You'll
learn
respect
from
that,
and
respect
goes
a
long
way
and
will
change
you
for
the
better
and
you'll
see
how
small
this
world
really
is.
later
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