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i dropped my cell phone in the toilet....
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pinkie87825
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Mood:
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Fearful
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Date:
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Oct 03, 2008
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yes
yes
i
did...first
thing
this
morning
i
dropped
my
cell
phone
in
the
toilet....now
for
some
that
means
little.
go
get
another
phone...but
it
just
isnt
that
simple
for
me...and
the
whole
day
was
pretty
much
equal
or
more
miserable
to
that....i
found
one
of
my
cats
stumbling
around.
i
think
she
may
have
had
a
little
stroke..
i
had
a
cat
have
a
bad
one
one
time,
he
was
in
a
coma
for
two
weeks
but
i
pulled
him
through
it.
she
is
acting
about
the
same,
but
not
as
bad
of
course.
more
like
when
he
was
recovering.
it
was
really
a
bad
way
to
wake
up...the
toilet
then
the
cat...oh
and
i
got
up
two
hours
later
then
planned
and
twenty
minutes
before
we
were
supposed
to
leave
so
i
was
not
a
happy
camper.
it
takes
me
a
little
to
get
going
in
the
morning
and
if
i
dont
get
the
time
it
sarts
my
whole
day
off
for
crap.
a
skillet
fell
off
the
damn
pot
rack
and
hit
me
right
between
the
eyes
and
gave
a
good
gash
across
the
bridge
of
my
precious
little
pug
nose.
i
saw
stars and
then
was
devastated
to
see
what
it
had
done...i
tripped
over
something
and
knocked
over
the
broken
halloween
tree.
the
base
slipped
off
the
table
and
hit
me
in
the
back
of
the
foot
right
above
my
heel....where
that
tendon
runs
up
the
back
of
your
leg...gave
a
nice
painful
cut
there
as
well....its
not
even
9
am
yet
and
i
am
totally
beat
to
hell...oh
and
ps
on
top
of
it
all
i
couldnt
find
my
glasses
this
morning
and
spent
the
day
squinting
to
see
which
always
gives
a
nasty
little
headache...i
found
them
when
i
got
home
under
my
bed
way
on
the
back
side...finally.
it
bugged
me
all
day
long. i
had
to
go
to
socorro...i
almost
always have
to
go
there
around
the
first
of
the
month,
if
for
nothing
else
but
to
get
dog
food
but
i
had
to
get
baby
stuff
too
so
i
went
with
james....he
had
to
pick
up
a
sack
of
toasted
green
chili..
thats 40
lbs
of
roasted
peeled
and
chopped
and
bagged
green
chili...so
thats
great
but
i
had
to
clean
out
his
freezer
this
after
noon
which
i
hated
to
do
and
it
pisses
me
off
how
much
food
the
guy
just
wastes.i
mean
i
decided
today
i
am
never
going
hungry
again,
its
ridiculous
he
has
all
that
food
and
i
cook
here
and
feed
him!
ridiculous.
i
mean
he
makes
ten
times
as
much
as
me
and
i
feed
him.
well
no
more....and
i
will
be
eatin
that
green
chili
too
and
i
found
a
whole
bunch
in
the
bottom
of
the
stupid
freezer..and
hes
been
crying
for
six
months
no
green
chili....you
know
we
live
in
new
mexico
we
have
to
have
the
green
chili!
daily!
anyways so
i
went
to
socorro
and
did
the
regular
stuff
paid
a
couple
of
bills
and
what
not...went
to
mcdonalds
for
a
happy
meal.
we
are
collecting
the
wizard
of
oz
dolls
but
they
were
all
out
of
the
dolls
so
i
ate
at
mcdonalds
for
nothing..
we
went
and
got
oliviahs
halloween
costume
and
some
new
shoes.
and
regular
baby
stuff...james
paid
for
it
thank
goodness
because
i
had
already
told
meg
i
would
do
it
but
i
really
cant
afford
it...i
had
a
water
leak
this
summer
my
water
bill
was
well
over
200
per
month
same
with
electric
and
then
theres
cable
and
food
and
all
that...it
just
is
a
tough
time...i
know
not
just
for
me,
for
everyone,
but
its
really
beginning
to
wear
on
me
and
bum
me
out
alot!
i
hated
being
there
today.
i
just
drug
through
getting
it
all
done.
just
plodded
through
the
day
with
no
desire
to
be
there.
it
was
miserable
and
seemed
we
would
never
get
done.
traffic
was
also
very
heavy
there
today
for
some
reason...anyway... i
am
afraid
i
will
be
in
big
trouble
this
winter
if
i
dont
get
caught
up
on
some
of
these
bills.
i
had
planned
to
save
christmas
money
for
a
trip
in
the
spring
with
the
kids.
but
that
is
nowhere
in
sight
at
this
point
and
i
really
cant
imagine
how
that
will
happen
with
all
the
recent
upheavals
around
here.
and
christmas,
well
i
doubt
it.
very
seriously.
of
course
i
will
figure
out
something,
make
alot
with
the
stuff
i
have
on
hand,
paint
something nice
for
my
mom,
sew
a
blanket
ofr
oliviah,
but
the
others.
well
i
just
dont
know... i
know
i
am
rambling.
i
just
really
need
to
talk
it
through,
and
of
course
you
all
know
i
dont
talk
much
in
the
real
world.
one
thing
i
have
done
alot
more
of
lately
is
laugh.
i
laugh
daily
at
that
crazy
little
girl
oliviah,
she
is
just
a
little
ham.
smiles
and
laughin
all
the
time.
just
such
a
happy
little
character.
if
she
only
knew
what
was
going
on
in
her
immediate
world.
thanks
to
God
she
does
not... meghan
still
has
found
no
job,
and
now
has
lost
another
place
to
live
because
she
cant
get
along
with
anyone
i
swear...she
was
supposed
to
come
on
tuesday
and
spend
a
couple
of
days
with
the
baby
but
she
got
kicked
out
of
the
place
or
left
in
a
huff,
i
cant
be
sure
which...so
here
we
go
again.She
had
to
stay
there because
no
money
to
come
here.
i
really
was
looking
forward
to
a
little
break
with
the
baby.
i
mean
shes
a
fantastic
little
baby,
but
ya
know...well,
its
just
alot.
a
baby
full
time
and
out
of
the
blue!
i
enjoy
her
so
much,
but
i
couldve
used
a
little
break.
i
guess
i
am
just
going
to
spend
all
my
days.,
taking
care
of
children...i
mean
theres
nothing
more
honorable
but
nothing
more
exhausting
and
you
know
it
takes
forever...i
cant
remember
a
day
i
havent
taken
care
of
my
own,
or
somebody
elses
or
my
brothers
or
cousins
or
something...not
a
day.
in
at
least
35
years.
i
am
tired.
it
is
making
me
old
too...i
have
aged
alot
this
last
five
years
and
i
know
alot
of
it
is
what
i
have
been
through
with
the
kids.
particulary
the
two
grown
ones
which
seems
absurd.
it
should
get
easier
not
harder...i
really
want
my
life
back.
and
i
know
james
is
waiting
patiently
for
them
to
all
grow
up
so
we
can
have
a
bit
of
a
life
together.
its
always
been
about
the
kids...always.and
i
love
my
kids.
all
my
heart,
believe
me
but
i
would
like
to
have
something
of
my
own.
they
eat
everything
drink
everything
use
up
everything
and
break
whats
left!
i
havent
had
a
coke
to
myself
in
26
years
and
i
am
not
lying!
or
a
glass
of
iced
tea...they
hear
ice
tinkle
and
hear
they
come
with
there
mouths
open
like
little
helpless
baby
birds..and
of
course
i
give
it
to
them.
well
i
just
feel
a
bit
sad
and
the
future
for
the
first
time
in
a
long
time
has
me
absolutely
terrified...the
winter
will
be
rough
i
know
and
will
be
long
since
it
was
chilly
and
wet
this
summer
and
that
scares
the
hell
out
of
me.this
old
house
is
very
drafty
and
the
wind
just
whips
thorugh
in
the
winter.
also,
we
have
no
heat.
i
mean
we
do,
we
burn
wood
only
for
heat
like
most
everyone
here,
but
let
me
tell
you
if
you
havent
ever
had
to do
it
you
wouldnt
believe
how
much
hard
work
it
is.
at
first
of
winter,
it always
feels
nice
to
start
the
first
dozen fires
or
so,
but
then
its
work
and
hard
work.
you
have
to
find
it
cut
it
load
it
unload
it
stack
it
,
crack
it
then
chop
it,
which
i
can
hardly
do
any
more...then
carry
it
in
stack
it
again
and
clean
up
after
it.also, find
kindling
which
is
always
another
drawn
out
deal
in
the
freezing
ass
cold.
and
its
constantly
a
mess.
and
then
the
scraps
mix
with
mud
and
wet
stuff
from
snow
and
it
just
is
depressing.
its
not
your
romantic
lay
in
front
of
the
fireplace
and
read
a
book.
its
work
and
downright
hard
work.
we
use
about
six
cords
of
wood
from
october
to
about
end
of
april
when
it
finally
is
warm
enough
just
for
a
sweater
or
light
jacket.we
have
at
this
point
about
1
and
half
cords
in
the
yard,
and
i
still
have
to
get
alot
more.
oh
and
wood
has
gone
way
up
in
price
since
the
cost
of
gas
has
gone
steadily
up,
its
398
per
gal
regular
now.
so
i
definately
cant
afford
to
buy
wood
at
all
this
year,
150
cord
or
more,
so
we
just
have
to
go
get
it... we
dress
in
many
layers
all
winter
long. we
have
often
slept
with
a
hat
and
mittens.
oh
and
you
have
to
get
up
all
night
long
to
feed
the
fire...and
cleaning
out
the
stove,
oh
my
favorite
thing
to
do...well
enough
of
the
fireside
lament... i
just
dont
know
what
to
do....for
the
first
time
in
a
long
time
there
seems
no
way
out.
no
work
no
money
and
no
prospects.
well,
i
just
need
to
give
it
to
God
,
i
just
do,
cuz
i
dont
know
what
the
heck
else
to
do.
and
i
shouldve
done
it
sooner,
maybe
things
wouldnt
be
such
a
mess....and
the
phone.
i
saved
and
saved
to
get
that
phone.
i
just
got
it
two
weeks
ago
and
my
other
one
hadnt
been
working
good
for
a
long
time.
and
i
need
the
phone.
i
live
in
the
middle
of
nowhere
for
sheesh
sakes.
i
cant
be
out
in
no
mans
land
with
a
baby
and
no
damn
phone.
i
cant
replace
it
and
i
dont
know
when
i
will
be
able
to.
and
thats
upsettng
for
me...my
birhtdays
next
month.
maybe
my
dad
will
send
me
some
birhtday
money
and
i
might
get
one
then.
unfortunantly
there
will
be
more
bills
by
then
and
so
probly
wont
be
able
to
get
it
then
either....sheesh...i
know
i
am
gonna
be
up
all
night
worrying
about
this
crap.sorry
to
burden
anyone
who
might
read
this
with
such
mundane
crap.
but
if
i
dont
do
it
here,
i
dont
do
it
at
all
and
i
need
to!
so
luv
yall
for
putting
up
with
me...and
bless
ya....
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