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me an OCD
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By:
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deliagonzalez
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Mood:
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Don\'t know
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Date:
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Aug 20, 2008
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Music:
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None
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HEY
GUYS,
MY
NAME
IS
DELIA
AND
I
HAVE
A
BIT
OF
A
PROBLEM
.
I
HAVE
HAD
OCD
SINCE
I
CAN
REMEBER,
IT
ALL
STARTED
WHEN
I
WAS
ABOUT
NINE.
THE
WORST
CASE
I
HAVE
EVER
HAD
WAS
WHEN
I
THOUGHT
THAT
I
HAD
PROBABLY
SEXUALLY
MOLESTED
MY
LITTLE
BROTHER
AND
I
TRIED
TO
KILL
MYSELF.
i
REMEBER
ME
TELLING
MY
MOM
THAT
I
WAS
GOING
TO
A
BETTER
PLACE
AND
THAT
I
WAS
GOING
TO
SEE
MY
LOVED
ONES
THAT
HAD
PASSED
IN
HEAVEN.
(WHICH
ME
BEING
CATHLIC
REALLY
DON'T
THINK
THAT
YOU
GO
TO
HEAVEN
WHEN
YOU
KILL
YOURSELF.)
ANYWAYS,
I
HAVE
ALSO
HAD
RECENT
INTRUSIVE
THOUGHTS
THAT
MY
FIANCE
MUGHT
BE
BISEXUAL
AND
THE
WORST
INTRUSIVE
THOUGHT
THAT
I
HAVE
HAD
WAS
THAT
I
MIGHT
NOT
LOVE
HIM
ANYMORE,.
iS
THERE
ANYONE
OUT
THERETHAT
CAN
HELP
ME
OUT
WITH
SOME
WORDS
OF
ADVICE
OR
ANYTHING
THAT
I
CAN
TELL
THE
DOCTOR.
PLEASE
HELP!!!!!
THANK
YOU
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