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desperate need of help after seeing mental health....
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terrie
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Mood:
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Don\'t know
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Date:
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Aug 20, 2008
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hi
i
was
diagnosed
with
sereve
contamination
type
OCD
along
with
checking
touching
counting
and
mental
rituals
and
generized
anxiety
about
2
years
ago
well
i
have
had
this
bad
feeling
and
over
thinking
around
how
i
look
basically
my
body
image
as
a
hole
from
the
age
of
young
teenager
well
as
time
has
gone
by
it
has
got
stronger
and
stronger
and
i
before
coming
across
this
site
i
wondeed
if
i
had
BDD
(bodily
dismorphic
disorder)
well
i
plucked
up
the
courage
and
wrote
down
what
i
do
what
i
avoid
and
what
i
hate
about
myslef
i
handed
in
to
my
counsellor
who
showed
it
without
my
premission
to
the
doctor
at
my
mental
health
centre
i
basicially
wanted
her
to
tell
me
i
dont
have
it
well
i
had
to
go
and
see
the
doctor
today
at
short
notice
my
anxiety
was
through
the
roof
as
i
had
been
avoiding
the
centre
and
been
getting
home
visits
well
the
doctor
told
me
it
wasnt
important
to
have
it
diagnosed
as
OCD
diagnosise
is
enough
as
they
are
both
treated
the
same
but
it
was
inportant
for
me
i
need
to
know
well
he
rambled
and
i
was
having
intrusive
thoughts
but
from
what
i
can
work
out
is
that
he
was
saying
i
have
BDD
but
isnt
putting
it
on
my
records
as
OCD and
BDD
are
treated
the
same
he
made
me
feel
i
wrong
to
ask
if
i
have
BDD
but
i
just
needed
to
know
if
i
had
it
or
not
i
wasnt
looking
for
other
things
wrong
with
me
but
i
guess
now
im
so
confused
what
to
think
i
cant
stop
thinking
bout
how
they
see
me
i
know
they
saw
me
the
way
i
see
myslef
and
the
only
thing
that
is
for
sure
is
that
im
being
re
referred
for
CBT
im
seeing
my
counsellor
again
on
friday
so
i
will
talk
to
her
better
bout
it
but
i
just
dont
know
how
to
feel
when
i
got
home
i
just
broke
down
and
cried
in
my
bathroom
i
feel
such
a
freak
so
different
to
other
i
need
help
from
anyone
who
can
help
me
understand
this
im
desperate
thank
you
for
taking
the
time
to
read
this
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