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By:
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jackie4030
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Mood:
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Disappointed
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Date:
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Aug 20, 2008
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Music:
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Yesterday
I
drove
for
the
first
time
all
summer.
I
was
hoping
for
a
better
experience
my
first
time
out...We
picked
my
boys
up
from
school
and
took
them
to
get
something
to
eat
because
we
didn't
have
much
time
with
them.
When
we
were
done
we
took
my
youngest
son
and
his
step
brother
to
the
boys'
dad
and
took
my
oldest
son
to
work.
For
some
reason
Jay
got
very
sleepy
and
couldn't
drive.
He
told
me
I
would
have
to
drive,
so
I
didn't
even
hesitate,
I
got
out
of
the
car
and
into
the
driver's
seat.
I
had
it
in
my
head
that
I
was
going
to
do
this.
So,
good
so
far,
I
wasn't
freaking
out.
We
got
down
to
the
light
and
Jay
started
saying
he
couldn't
breathe
because
I
was
smoking.
Well,
I
understand
that
because
I
only
had
the
window
cracked
and
he
was
in
the
back
seat,
so
he
mentioned
it
again
and
I
finished
up
and
rolled
up
the
window.
That
irritated
me,
but
in
thinking
about
it
I
understand
how
he
must
have
felt.
The
drive
through
town
was
ok,
I
was
a
little
nervous,
but
I
was
handling
it
ok.
I
was
keeping
up
with
the
speed
limit
so
I
was
doing
pretty
well.
Then
we
got
to
one
of
the
back
roads
going
to
our
house
and
a
police
officer
came
barrelling
up
behind
me,
sirens
blasting.
I
thought
he
was
pulling
me
over
so
I
pulled
to
the
edge
of
the
road.
Thankfully
he
went
past
me.
As
I
got
on
down
the
road
a
firetruck
was
right
on
my
tail.
You
have
to
realize
on
these
roads
there
is
just
enough
room
for
two
vehicles,
one
on
either
side.
When
the
firetruck
came
up
behind
me,
what
is
your
first
thought?
Mine
was
to
pull
over
and
get
out
of
it's
way.
Well,
that's
what
i
did
and
he
went
on
past
me.
But
the
road
has
no
really
good
spots
to
pull
over
so
when
I
did,
it
scraped
the
underneath
of
the
car.
My
husband
said
I
should
have
hurried
up
in
front
of
the
firetruck!!!
He
said
if
there
was
a
driveway
I
should
have
pulled
in
there.
To
a
degree
I
understand
what
he
was
saying.
But
speed
up
in
front
of
a
firetruck?????!!!!!
It
was
an
emergency
and
he
needed
to
get
around
me!!
So
Jay
was
in
the
back
seat
saying
"son
of
a
..."
I
was
already
shaking
because
i
thought
the
police
was
going
to
pull
me
over
and
then
that
happened
and
all
Jay
could
do
was
make
me
feel
even
more
nervous.
He
never
once
told
me
I
was
doing
a
good
job
for
my
first
time
out.
We
came
home
and
had
it
out.
A
good
psychiatrist
friend
of
mine
whom
some
of
you
may
know
here
at
the
site,
told
me
Jay
was
out
of
line.
He
told
me
to
go
to
a
building
store
and
get
a
brick
and
take
it
with
me
in
the
car
each
time
I
picked
up
my
keys.
He
said
eventually
Jay
would
ask
what
the
brick
was
for
and
I
would
respond
to
him,
every
time
you
say
something
negative
to
me
about
how
I
drive
I'm
going
to
hit
you
upside
the
head
with
this
brick!
LOL
Now
we
all
know
that
part
was
a
joke
and
my
friend
would
never
advise
me
to
harm
anyone.
Jay
made
me
feel
awful
my
first
time
out
driving.
I
cried
when
I
got
home.
He
never
once
praised
me
for
doing
a
good
job
my
first
time
out.
Knowing
I
had
to
be
nervous.
He
never
even
apologized
for
how
he
treated
me
and
never
said
he
was
sorry
for
making
me
cry.
When
I
told
him
he
hadn't
said
anything
nice
about
my
driving
his
response
was,
"you
made
it
home".
That
was
all
he
would
say.
Needless
to
say
we
argued
until
I
went
to
bed.
If
it
can
be
helped
I
will
never
drive
with
him
in
the
car
with
me
again
except
for
bringing
him
home
from
his
surgery
and
I'll
dare
him
to
say
a
word
about
my
driving.
He
also
told
me
after
we
got
home
that
he
was
trying
to
figure
out
how
it
took
him
and
my
son
20
minutes
to
get
home
from
town
and
it
took
me
30.
Naturally
I'm
nervous
and
I'm
very
cautious
when
I
drive,
so
he
made
me
feel
bad
about
that
too.
I'm
still
upset
about
it
all.
At
one
point
we
were
talking
about
me
driving
and
he
mentioned
that
I
was
on
the
computer
a
lot
and
I
needed
to
get
my
lazy
butt
up
and
do
things
with
my
kids,
like
driving
them
places
when
he
knows
I
have
a
hard
time
driving.
So
that
was
my
day.
I'm
upset
at
him
and
I'm
not
ready
to
not
be
mad.
Just
wondered
what
some
of
your
responses
would
be
to
this.
I
think
I
was
right
to
pull
over
when
the
firetruck
was
barrelling
up
on
me.
I
did
the
best
I
could
for
my
first
time
out
and
he
ruined
it.
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