Paranoia - Take No Offense
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By:
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jenluvscats
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Mood:
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Bored
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Date:
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Jul 06, 2008
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Music:
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None
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My
first
blog
ever...
well,
other
than
for
on-line
classes... My
blogs
always
have
to
be
spelled
and
punctuated
correctly
and
in
order...
pet
peeve
and
ocd
of
mine...
here
goes
therapy... will
take awhile,
be
edited, and
be
"perfectionistic"... I
am
sitting
here
right
now
-
thinking
-
which
is
dangerous
for
me.
The
more
I
think,
the
more
thoughts
pop
into
my
head,
and
I
don't
think
they
are
necessarily
OCD
thoughts,
but
I
know
that
lots
of
people
with
OCD
get
these
thoughts.
I
always
worry
that
I
am
annoying
people...
should
I
ask
people
to
be
my
friends
and
post
on
their
sites,
or
will
they
think
I
am
being
weird
and
overly-friendly?
How
come
lots
of
people
don't
post
on
my
site?
Where
are
all
the
people
who
post
fancy
pictures
at? Why
sometimes
when
you
leave
a
message
on
someone's
page,
they
never
answer
you
back...
ever?
Then,
I
started
analyzing
my
friend
list,
noticing
that
some
people
"disappeared."
So,
I
went
and
saw
that
you
can
remove
people
from
your
friend
list.
So
then,
I
started
thinking,
did
I
get
removed
from
someone's
list,
or
can
you
only
delete
people
from
your
own
list?
But,
I
didn't
delete
anybody?!
I
start
wondering
(because
I
found
the
feature),
did
anyone
block
me?!
Why
wouldn't
they
just
tell
me
if
they
wanted
me
gone?!
Why
do
I
annoy
them?!
What
am
I
doing
wrong?! Then,
I
started
analyzing
my
stars...
how
come
I
only
have
362
and
they
are
all
blue.
How
do
I
get
more?
Am
I
not
doing
enough? What
about
the
Group
I
created?
Why
doesn't
anyone
participate
in
the
forums? Now,
chat...
do
I
annoy
people
there?
How
come
certain
people
never
say
hi
to
me,
when
I
enter
the
room?
Or,
why
do
some
people
always
want
to
argue
just
for
the
sake
of
arguing?
Are
people
really
who
they
say
they
are?
Why
does
it
feel
like I
never
really
fit
in,
and
friends
were
already
established
long
before
I
ever
came
into
the
picture?
Plus,
do
these
friends
want
you
to
be
a
part
of
them
or
am
I
simply
the
annoying
tag-along? What
about
visiting
people's
pages?
Will
they
think
I
am
weird
for
visiting
their
pages?
Maybe
I
can
do
it
when
I
am
logged
off,
so
they
will
never
know
I
stopped
by?
How
come
the
people
that
visit
me,
don't
always
say
"hello"? What
about
the
"Shoutbox"?
Why
don't
people
respond
to
me
there,
either? Just
rambling...
feeling
at
a
loss
for
friends
and
PARANOID... Will
anyone
respond
to
this?
Can
I
edit
this
later...
Ugh?!
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I
think
all
your
points
are
valid.
I
had
someone disappear from
my
friends
list
too
and
they
also
disappeared
from
my
goodreads
friend
list
so
I
just
assumed
they
were
uncomfortable
with
me
for
some
reason
and
it
kind
of
hurt
my
feelings
but
I
try
not
to
dwell
on
it.
I
hope
you
had
a
good
weekend
and
look
forward
to
talking
to
you
again
in
chat.
