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general correspondance, Mathew L.
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sarah
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Mood:
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Bored
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Jul 27, 2007
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-------------Mathew
8:22pm
July
19th
Hey
Sarah,
whats
up?
Remember
me?------------
Sarah
9:36am
July
23rd
Mathew
of
COURSE
I
remember
you!
In
fact
I
was
recently
regailing
myself
with
that
one
time
when
we
were
in
gr
3
art
class
we
were
learning
to
weave,
and
I
whispered
to
you
how
to
do
it,
and
Ms.
Tarnawski
yelled
at
us
and
kicked
us
out
in
the
hallway,
and
you
were
saying
IM
GONNA
SUE
HER!!
haha.
what's
new
what's
the
craic?
------------
Mathew
7:43pm
July
23rd
Wow,
you
have
a
very
good
memory.
Sorry
but
i
dont
recall
that
happening,
im
sure
it
did
though,
i
used
2
get
in
sh*t
all
the
time.lol.
Well,
i
moved
back
2
the
park
recently.
um,
im
goin
2
school
soon.
Im
takin
engineering.
How
about
u?---------------Sarah
3:10pm
July
24th
ha
ha.
Sure
you
did,
rebel
child!
But
our
class
in
itself
was
notorious
even
before
you
came
:P
I
wish
my
memory
worked
in
more
concrete
ways
though,
everything
I
remember
is
abstract
and
quite
visual.
Engineering
is
an
excellent
profession
if
you
are
looking
for
dough.
Just
don't
be
like
the
engineers
I've
met
while
working
at
a
bar
--
they
waste
it
all
on
alcohol
drugs
and
giving
waitresses
tips
and
being
bitter
about
it.
I
saw
you
have
pictures
of
a
little
one..
is
it
yours?
Cause
he
looks
like
you
:)
I'm
in
Ireland
right
now.
Gypsy's
stole
my
purse
this
weekend.
I'm
working
in
reception,
but
also
Iam
bartending
at
a
kind
of
young
bar
that
plays
lots
of
jonny
cash
and
reggae
and
bob
dylan..
I'm
living
with
a
polish
girl,
a
brazilian
guy,
an
austrailian
guy,
and
an
italian
guy
(who
is
crazy).
In
a
2
bedroom
apartment.
I
quit
my
jobs
tho
and
on
aug
15
I
am
due
to
embark
on
a
bit
of
an
adventure,
working
on
an
organic
farm
in
cork
firstly,
then
im
off
to
poland,
maybe
ukraine,
maybe
slovakia,
and
definitely
germany...then
who
knows?
due
back
in
ireland
in
november
to
continue
working,
probly
staying
in
dublin.
How
you
liking
the
park?
I
just
dont
want
to
go
back
there
cause
once
again
I
realise
how
much
I
hate
it,
and
as
much
as
I
love
my
family
I
am
the
happiest
ive
been
in
years
being
away
from
their
bullsh*t
------------------
Mathew
7:40pm
July
24th
Thats
so
cool,
i
have
so
many
questions.
So
are
u
just
touring
for
a
few
years?
Are
you
goin
2
stay
in
europe?
thats
awsome,
live
outside
the
box.
i
wish
i
could
do
that.
i
dont
know
how
though,
id
be
a
lil
uneasy
about
traveling
halfway
across
the
world
to
a
place
ive
never
been
b4
where
i
dont
know
anyone
and
cant
even
speak
with
anyone.
i
dont
even
know
much
about
europe,
i
wish
i
was
more
cultured.
Im
goin
2
amsterdam
in
march
though,
that
might
help.
Im
thinkin
that
its
just
gonna
be
a
gong
show
though.
Yep,
thats
my
son
in
the
pics,
hes
18
months
old
now.
His
name
is
Mark
Mathew
Ludwig.
I
was
with
his
mom
for
3.5
years,
we
broke
it
off
recently,
but
were
still
2gether
in
terms
of
Mark.
He
wasnt
planned.
At
first
i
was
sh*ttin
bricks
about
being
a
dad,
especally
cause
i
did
have
a
dad
so
i
was
worried
about
my
parenting
abilitys.
Now
its
a
totaly
different
story,
i
cant
really
explain
the
feeling
he
gives
me.
He
has
totaly
changed
my
point
of
view
about
life,
its
like.
wow,
i
dunno,
like
i
said
i
cant
explain
it.
lol.
Its
sweet
though.
I
spend
lots
of
time
with
him,
watchin
him
learn
and
explore.
its
just
2
cool.
You
should
definatly
have
childeren
one
day
when
your
ready,
its
a
must.
(if
you
dont
already,
just
assuming
you
dont)
You
are
by
far
the
most
interesting
person
from
our
elementry
school.
I
want
to
hear
some
stories,
come
on,
ther
must
be
some
crazy
things
that
have
happened
2
u
on
your
journeys
--------------------
Sarah
12:31pm
July
26th
Mathew
I
can't
explain
to
you
how
drastically
travelling
can
change
your
perspective.
Becoming
aquainted
with
parts
of
the
world
you
read
about
is
a
very
personal,
incredible
experience
if
you
let
your
spirit
guide
you.
I've
learned
more
in
3
months
than
I
have
in
two
years.
Your
mind
just
opens
right
up
and
you
realise
how
many
possibilities
there
are..
anyway
I
could
go
on
about
this
forever.
But
it
is
just
great.
Amsterdam
is
alot
of
fun
too
even
just
to
get
messed
up
alone..
But
really
Id
suggest
trying
to
make
an
effort
to
pretend
you
are
local
as
much
as
you
can,
talk
to
local
people,
get
a
good
feel
for
the
place
and
what
its
like
to
live
there
and
how
people
were
broguht
up
and
how
it
influences
their
thoughts
and
beliefs.
Very
very
interesting.
Also,
as
you
may
or
may
not
know,
van
gough
was
manic
depressive.
Many
of
his
pieces
were
painted
when
he
ws
in
a
state
of
mania.
Mushrooms
induce
a
state
of
mania
in
you.
To
see
such
an
influential
artists
work
in
his
state
of
mind
is
incredible.
I
had
the
most
amazing
experience
there.
Just
dont
get
too
close
to
the
paintings
its
extremely
high
security.
I'll
tell
you
some
crazy
stories
in
a
while,
im
at
work
now,
but
my
real
travels
havent
really
begun
yet.
Ive
been
working
like
crazy
these
first
few
months
to
feel
a
little
more
grounded
and
decide
what
to
do.
You
meet
a
very
good
quality
of
people
when
you
travel
but
also
veyr
bad
people
too,
like
the
gypsis
that
stole
my
purse
while
I
was
salsaing
in
an
african
drum
circle...
It
sounds
like
you've
really
had
a
change
in
perspective
and
youve
grown
up
alot.
I;'m
really
happy
things
are
going
good
for
ya
and
I'll
probly
be
writing
back
to
ask
questions
about
your
son
cause
im
curious
like
that..na
no
kids
im
way
too
paranoid
and
am
trying
to
deal
with
my
own
emotions
and
decide
what
i
want
from
life
to
get
pregnant.but
one
day!
I'm
very
impressed
with
you
by
the
way.
---------------------
Mathew
7:50pm
July
26th
Ya,
I've
changed
alot.
My
childhood,
like
when
u
knew
me,
was
FUCT
up.
i
had
a
abusive
step
dad
and
my
mom
was
never
around.
thats
why
i
was
such
a
outcast
at
school.
man,
my
perspective
of
life
back
then
was
scary.
I
wouldnt
wish
it
on
anyone.
my
mind
just
thought
differently
than
everyone
elses
because
my
step
dad
was
a
really
bad
influence
on
me
and
a
was
just
a
kid,
i
never
knew
any
different,
i
though
my
life
was
normal.
I
began
2
realize
how
fuct
up
i
was
when
my
parents
split
up,
its
the
best
thing
that
ever
happened
to
me.
I
think
that
if
i
was
with
that
monster
(step
dad)
for
a
few
more
years
i
would
have
permenant
problems.
But
my
life
has
changed
since
their
divorce.
Im
a
totally
different
person
now.
Ive
straightened
out
my
priorities
and
i
have
a
much
clearer
view
of
what
life
acutally
is
and
kinda
how
its
suppost
to
work.---------------------
Sarah
Today
at
8:29am
Maybe..when
we
were
all
young
we
didn't
really
understand
our
own
problems
let
alone
anyone
else's,
and
children
see
things
kind
of
black
and
white
and
don't
read
between
the
lines.
And
because
of
this
we
were
really
cruel
to
eachother,
and
it
creates
ten
times
more
problems
in
us
outcasts
;P
I
was
kind
of
casted
in
grade
8
then
I
literally
dissapeared
(stopped
coming
to
school
permanently
one
day
with
no
word)
left
and
went
to
an
artschool
in
gr
9,
but
i
was
afraid
id
drop
out
of
school
so
I
did
correspondance
for
highschool.
I
don't
know
if
you'll
believe
me
but
I
can
relate
to
the
abuse,
except
mine
was
more
of
a
psychological/emotional
nature.
I
don't
think
my
parents
knew
what
they
were
doing
and
they
were
trying
their
hardest
to
be
good
parents
and
there
was
so
much
dysfunction
so
I
can't
really
blame
them..
my
mum
had
a
messed
up
life
as
a
young
person
and
my
dad
I
swear
he's
OCD
or
something
but
has
never
been
diagnosed,
and
my
sister
is
in
fact
bipolar,
my
brother
was
ok
just
an
asshole
sometimes
but
diving
kept
him
pretty
sane,
and
any
problems
I
had
were
pretty
well
hidden
under
the
radar,
except
that
I
was
a
little
violent
at
home
for
a
while
from
the
stress
of
it.
Pretty
much
why
I
started
saving
my
money
to
get
out
of
the
country
as
soon
as
highschool
finished.
I'm
still
kind
of
dealing
with
internal
stuff
but
I'd
say
it's
done
me
a
world
of
good...
and
I
really
don;t
want
to
come
home
if
I
can
help
it
:)
But
really
mathew
it's
funny
to
hear
what
was
really
going
on
in
peoples
lives,
it
adds
alot
of
perspective,
gives
you
a
bigger
picture
of
school
and
our
childhoods
and
why
our
class
was
so
f@cking
notorious
in
elementry.
We
just
got
all
the
f@cked
up
kids
mixed
with
the
needlessly
pretentious
uppermiddle
class
kids
...
probably
not
so
good-------------
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