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I
isolate
myself,
and
its
often.
And
unlike
so
many
of
us,
it's
not
about
the
germs
or
contamination
at
all.
Its
communication,
and
contact
with
people
that
make
me
completely
sick.
Anxiety.
Agoraphobia.
Ugh.
I
hide
away
all
damn
day
because
I
must
avoid
people.
I
even
avoid
people
online
because
I
just
don't
know
what
to
say
or
how
to
communicate
with
someone
without
being
awkward.
And
its
so
depressing
because
this
irrational
fear
of
social
interaction
and
of
people
is
taking
away
from
what
I
want;
to
be
able
to
have
relationships
with
people,
and
friends!
I
remember
friends
kind
of.
:)
I've
isolated
myself
so
badly
from
people,
I
don't
even
know
how
to
not
be
awkward
anymore.
And
its
just
so
darn
frustrating.
I
mean,
today,
its
at
a
point
where
I'm
too
afraid
to
talk
to
you;
any
of
you-
and
believe
me,
I
really,
really
like
a
lot
of
you.
Its
embarrassing.
I
feel
ashamed
and
I
feel
shy.
I
have
such
stupid
anxieties.
Stupid.
Itsironic,
because
I
actually
like
people.
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