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Who Can You Count On???
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By:
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Mz3amPoet
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Mood:
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Angry
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Date:
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Jun 24, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I
cannot
talk
to
my
husband
about
my
OCD.
It
is
a
shame
to
be
married
to
someone
for
32
years
and
not
be
able
to
be
completely
open
with
them.
We
were
watching
TV
this
evening,
and
he
was
surfing
through
the
channels.
I'm
not
sure
what
channel
he
stopped
on,
but
there
was
a
documentary
on
about
compulsive
hair
pulling,
which
I
also
suffer
from.
They
mentioned
the
word
'trichotillomania'
and
he
said,
"is
that
what
you
have?".
When
I
said
yes,
he
wanted
to
argue
with
me
and
tell
me
I
didn't
have
it.
I
reminded
him
I
have
been
diagnosed
with
it
as
well
as
OCD
and
social
anxiety.
He
then
proceeded
to
piss
me
off
by
saying,
"I
don't
understand
why
anybody
would
want
to
pull
their
own
hair
out.
oh
no,
he
did
NOT
just
say
that!!!
I
had
to
leave
the
room
because
I
could
feel
my
blood
beginning
to
boil.
I
asked
him
what
made
him
think
I
WANTED
to
pull
my
hair
out.
I
am
just
saddened
by
the
fact
that
I
can't
even
talk
to
him
about
my
disorders
after
all
these
years
because
he
is
so
closed-minded
and
oppinionated
about
these
kinds
of
things
because
he
is
so
mentally
stable
and
perfect
and
easy
going
and
NORMAL!!!
Plus,
I
am
pissed
off
because
he
turned
the
channel,
and
I
wanted
to
watch
the
documentary
because
I
might
learn
some
new
techniques
to
combat
the
hair
pulling.
He
told
me
I
didn't
need
to
watch
it
because
I
would
only
get
more
weird
ideas
and
I
already
have
enough
of
them.
When
I
went
to
the
bedroom
and
tried
to
find
the
show,
I
couldn't.
I
am
just
so
irritated
with
him
right
now
I
could
scream.
Sorry
for
venting
here,
but
I
knew
some
of
you
would
understand.
I
just
feel
so
alone
when
things
like
this
happen
because
I
believe
I
should
be
able
to
share
anything
with
him
and
be
able
to
count
on
his
support.
Unfortunately,
that
is
not
always
the
case.
:-(
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