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What a night!!! :(
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By:
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OCDLONELY
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Mood:
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Fearful
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Date:
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Jan 13, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I
went
out
with
my
brother
last
night
for
a
few
drinks.
I
haven't
been
out
in
a
long
time
and
needed
a
night
out
to
try
and
have
nice
time
even
though
I'm
really
not
well
and
so
low.
My
brother
is
awaiting
an
operation
on
his
brain
as
he
has
a
non
cancerous
tumour
and
was
feeling
down
to
so
it
should
of
done
him
good
too.
Well
we
had
an
ok
time
and
had
a
few
drinks
and
a
few
more
and
before
long
it
was
past
1am,
I
wanted
to
head
back
home
but
he
wanted
to
go
somewhere
else
so
I
thought
it
best
to
stay
with
him.
We
were
in
a
little
bar
and
he
went
outside
to
smoke
and
was
talking
to
this
guy
and
they
were
messing
around
and
then
suddenly
he
fell
back
and
smashed
his
head
on
the
ground.
We
tried
to
lift
him
again
and
he
fell
again.
He
was
unconscience
and
we
couldn't
wake
him
properly
and
had
cut
open
his
head
and
started
to
convulse.
I
called
an
ambulance
and
waited
with
him
with
2
others
that
bothered
to
help
as
nobody
in
the
bar
did
and
he
was
taken
to
hospital
and
I
had
to
go
home
and
then
make
my
way
to
the
hospital
and
call
my
parents.
We
got
to
the
hospital
and
just
had
to
wait
and
wait
and
then
were
able
to
see
him.
He
got
checked
out
and
was
finally
discharged
at
4am.
They
say
he
is
doing
ok
but
we
have
to
keep
and
eye
on
him.
Amazingly
after
all
I
had
drank
and
with
my
ocd
I
managed
to
deal
with
it
all
and
look
after
my
brother
but
its
hitting
me
now.
Just
so
glad
he
is
still
with
us
and
never
want
to
go
through
that
again.
Just
going
to
be
scared
and
worried
more
and
more
now
and
I
just
want
to
look
after
all
the
people
I
love
and
care
about.
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