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Ummm . . . Meds?
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By:
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Dayna28
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Mood:
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Happy
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Date:
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May 11, 2009
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Music:
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Beeping of a faulty alarm
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So
i
have
been
taking
my
meds
(celexa) for
almost
6
monthes.
Oh
my
god,
it
dosen't
feel
that
long.
Every
day,
30
to
45
mins
before
I
want
to
sleep,
for
the
past
6
monthes
i've
been
taking
these
pills.
At
first
i
was
obsessd
with
the
thought
of
wether
or
not
i
had
taken
one.
I had
a
calender
with
how
many
pills
i
should
have
left
written
on
the
days,
then
i
would
count
the
pills
to
make
sure
i
had
the
same
amount.
Now
though,
shoo
it's
like
sencond
nature,
now
into
my
bed
time
routine:
Tell
dogs
it's
bed
time,
hubby
brushes
teeth
and
turns
on
bedroom
light,
i
get
treats
for
dogs,
he
puts
them
away
in
thier
kennels,
i
give
them
kisses
and
treats,
turn
off
the
living
room
light,
i
take
my
meds,
brush
my
teeth
and
then
go
to
bed
and
go
to
sleep.
I
don't
wake
up
a
bizillion
times
a
night
to
check
the
time,
i
don't
even
daydream
before
i
got
to
sleep
anymore.
Woo-Hoo.
I
have
an
appointment
today
about
my
meds
and
i'm
pretty
excited
to
be
able
to
talk
about
how
much
better
i
feel.
Yay
for
me!
Every
day
I
feel
more and
more
like
the
OCD
superhero
I
want
to
be.
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