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Trying to figure this all out

By: lyrical_flower
Mood: Curious
Date: Jun 17, 2012
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So I know for sure that I have Ocd and I have severe anxiety! i am pretty sure now that I am dealing with multiple personality disorder! I am notcing the extensive talking to myself but when she is talking she refers to me as "you". She is not a happy person where as I am!my memory is out of commison as well! All of 3 of these together is frustrating! What I can say is that I find they all make me unique and with out these 3 challenges I wouldnt be who I am today! I may be miserable at some moments but the moments pass! They are uncomfortable, annoying,etc.... but without ocd i wouldnt be so aware of everything and I wouldnt be in order! with out this other personality I wouldnt be so unique and in a way she keeps my gaurd up for me! with out anxiety I wouldnt know when I was uncomfortable! So I am grateful for who I am! frustrated at times but none the less grateful!



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June 21, 2012, 1:16 am

 Always be proud of who you are and remember that our challenges make us stronger ! I am glad to see your positive attitude in a trying situation and your positivity ...its refreshing !


God Bless ,


Erin



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June 19, 2012, 11:48 am

I have not been diagnosed yet! I am just figuring it out. I am going to the doctor today to try and figure out something! its a weird feeling! when it happens! Everything has to be neat, and done in a certain order I sometimes depending on how anxious I am have rituals hand washing, wiping things down, rearranging. i am glad that my blog inspires you! I try to find a positive in everything! This is all pretty new to me I was always on Medication as a child and as a teen and an adult I self medicated! So now I am completlety sober Its all new to me!



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From: jemily
June 18, 2012, 7:25 am

wow. you have a great attitude amongst all you are dealing with. have you been diagnosed by a therapist for the multiple personality disorder? what type of ocd do you have? i'm a contamination sufferer. your blog has inspired me to try and be grateful for my uniqueness as well.  :)



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From: chez
June 17, 2012, 12:52 pm

Aslong as you are happy with yourself and are comfortable with who you are then thats good and we all get frustrated with it all just keep doing your best.



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