Sweet Calming Pain
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By:
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WildGlitterFairy
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Aug 28, 2012
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Music:
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google talk chiming
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You
know
...I
have
been
sitting
here
tonight
trying
to
get
up
the
nerve
to
ask
a
question
that
I
have
been
wantingto
ask
for
months
so
here
goes.
Does
anyone
here
have
or
have
you
ever
had
a
problem
with
non-suicidal
self
harm
as
a
form
of
stress
relief
?
I
have
been
battling
this
demon
for
some
time
and
until
tonight
I
had
done
so
well.
But
it
sneeks
back
up
on
you
tempting
you
telling
you
how
good
the
pain
would
feel...I
become
frustrated
and
antsy
...its
not
what
I
want
but
who
doesn't
want
to
feel
that
rush
of
relief.
Its
been
months
since
I
have
done
it
and
I
am
proud
of
that...I
just
wish
I
could
kick
it
all
together.
Any
good
alternatives
? Thanks
Gang...God
Bless
and
much
love
to
you
all
! Erin
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