Stop saying "Just let it go"
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By:
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BritishTuesday
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Mood:
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Angry
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Date:
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Jul 26, 2011
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Music:
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Ben Parcell - Imaginary Girl
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At
work
they
all
look
at
me
and
know
I
do
my
job
and
my
boss’
job
and
that
I
get
talked
to
on
a
regular
basis
about
how
I
am
just
not
doing
this
right
or
how
I
shouldn’t
do
this.
And
I
get
it
from
two
different
places
so
I
don’t
even
know
if
I
am
coming
or
going
anymore
to
be
honest.
They
all
see
what
goes
on
and
have
even
told
me
they
see
it
but
I’m
the
only
one
that
has
said
anything.
How
screwed
up
is
that
people?
The
girl
with
OCD
the
one
who
has
huge
problems
with
speaking
up
for
herself
and
fears
getting
fired
every
day
of
her
life
is
the
one
to
actually
have
the
balls
to
say
something.
The
reason
for
that
is
really
is
because
I’m
the
one
in
the
end
who
will
be
crapped
upon
because
I
said
something.
And
this
entire
week
has
been
just
that
putting
out
fires
and
then
turning
around
to
be
told
I
did
it
wrong. I
am
in
the
process
of
going
off
one
medication
so
I
can
take
another
and
at
the
moment
I
honestly
don’t
know
if
I
will
be
ok.
I
don’t
sleep
well,
eat
well
or
have
a
day
where
it’s
not
one
constant
panic
attack.
I
am
so
close
to
snapping
at
someone
because
they
think
it’s
all
ok
to
just
text
people
and
play
on
facebook
all
day
while
I
run
around
doing
work.
Then
they
have
the
balls
to
tell
me
I
need
to
calm
down. I
have
tried
to
be
so
positive
about
this
freaking
OCD
thing
and
have
tried
to
have
goals
and
work
through
this
to
see
the
end
of
the
road
as
an
achievable
goal
but
right
now
all
I
feel
is
pissed,
sad,
and
enveloped
in
this
sense
of
hopelessness.
I
want
to
get
better
but
the
more
I
feel
like
this
the
farther
that
want
slips
from
me.
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