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Ramblings of a frazzled woman
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By:
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Piggy
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Jun 08, 2012
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Music:
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Just the voices in my head
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I
am
tired.
My
thoughts
come
and
go
in
waves
so
it
is
hard
to
grasp
them.
Just
as
one
rolls
in
another
rushes
in
behind
it
and
pushes
to
the
front
so
that
I
can't
seem
to
focus
on
just
one.
Sometimes
the
waves
slow
a
bit
and
I
reach
my
mental
hand
out
to
take
hold
of
one
but
the
tide
rushes
back
out
and
it
slips
through
my
fingers.I
am
left
with
just
droplets
of
a
hundred
different
thoughts
but
not
enough
of
any
one
of
them
to
form
anything
solid.
I
have
noticed
that
since
I
stopped
taking
the
zoloft
along
with
the
Luvox
that
I
am
not
nearly
as
on
top
of
my
game
as
I
was
before.
The
combination
of
Zoloft
and
Luvox
eats
though
my
stomach
like
acid,
but
sometimes
I
think
it
is
worth
that
gnawing
pain
in
my
gut
just
to
have
my
head
calm
even
for
a
moment.
For
the
first
time
in
my
life
the
rage
has
faded
for
hours
at
a
time.
Well,
it
did
when
I
was
still
taking
both
the
meds.
Now
it
is
sneaking
back
into
my
head.
The
anxiety
cloaks
it
and
lets
it
ride
on
its
tails.
How
clever
they
are
to
team
up
like
that.
The
anxiety
punches
me.
Then
when
I
am
down,
they
tag
team
me
andrage
jumps
in
the
ring.
Well
youknow
what?
I
know
you,
old
friend.
I
know
you
better
than
anyone.
I
know
how
you
work
and
I
know
where
you
live.
One
of
these
days
I
will
get
my
fill
of
you
and
rip
you
out
of
me
with
my
bare
hands.
Just
when
you
think
you
have
gotten
the
best
of
me,
you
will
find
yourself
cold
and
alone
out
in
the
big
dark
world.
I
will
snatch
you
out
of
my
cozy
brain
and
leave
you
to
diealone
and
forgotten.
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