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OCD Hope
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By:
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zydecomolly
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Mar 19, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I
want
to
blog
about
hopefullness
and
optimisim
even
in
the
face
of
fear
and
adversity.
Thats
what
OCD
trys
to
do
to
you,
It
lies
and
tells
you
things
that
are
not
true,
makes
you
do
things
you
don't
want
to,
and
ultimatly
trys
to
control
your
every
move
and
dictate
the
way
you
live
your
life.
We
with
OCD
have
all
had
our
moments
of
frustration,
desperation
and
feelings
of
utter
hoplessness.
But
the
light
at
the
end
of
the
tunnel
is
always
there
and
will
never
elude
you
if
you
believe
that
you
will
get
there.
Yes
it's
true,
half
the
battle
of
OCD
is
the
simple
beliefe
that
you
can
get
better,
you
can
heal
and
you
can
take
charge
of
your
life,
even
in
the
most
desperate
situations.
Sometimes
in
the
worst
moments
THAT
is
the
time
to
take
control
and
force
yourself
to
step
one
foot
outdoors
if
you
havent
in
weeks,
or
not
wash
your
hands
for
the
15th
time
and
just
live
with
the
fear,
the
uncertainty
and
unknowing.
Afterall,
Its
going
to
turn
out
the
same
emotionally
as
before
so
why
let
it
beat
you
again,
when
you
can
stand
up
to
it
and
say
"I
will
not
let
you
control
me
in
this
one
moment"
When
you
do
that,
Its
a
victory
in
that
moment
that
can
be
celebrated.
One
step
at
a
time,
one
moment
at
a
time.
expect
good,
demand
healing
and
act
as
if
you
are
in
control...
even
iff
you
dont
feel
like
it
with
every
fiber
in
your
being...
Just
try
it
sometimes,
you
may
surprise
yourself.
I
wrote
this
blog
to
remind
myself
that
half
of
the
battle
of
OCD
is
up
to
me,
and
me
only.
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