Not been around much

By: chez
Mood: Angry
Date: Feb 07, 2013
Music: None

Not been around much lately ocd been playing up and been a bit depressed. My mum has been trying to help so much but accepting her help makes me feel guilty for some reason it's like it's my problem and something she shouldn't have to deal with i hate that my ocd and depression affects others in my family i have it but they suffer as well i hate it aargh. i wish i was in a better place right now.



From: jemily
February 8, 2013, 12:44 pm

I wonder if you are feeling depressed because you are back to work after a long absence in which you left to improve your ocd symptoms. Maybe you feel as though you are back to work and nothing has changed with your ocd. But that isn't true. you took quite a few challenging steps over the last few months. and you returned to your job. that took great courage. maybe you can't see it right now but you are stronger than when you left. and don't worry about your mum. that's what she's there for. i have made many sacrifices for my son and have expected nothing in return. that's what a good mom does. so let her comfort you if you need it. draw strentgh from her and remember no guilt allowed. you know how mr. ocd loves guilt. don't let him have it. you are going to be okay again. it is still very new being back at work. you need more time to adjust.


We are all broken... that's how the light gets in.

From: plep001
February 7, 2013, 10:40 pm

its good to have a supportive mum and dad> goes along way to helping you keep positive not feel the anxiety ocd issues are such a burden


The known is limited the unknown is vast go into the unknown more and more BKS Iyengar

February 7, 2013, 5:00 pm

Everyone in the world, needs someone at thir back. We are a social species. We need others to survive. Give your Mom a break and allow her to help you. You both may feel better for it.


It is possible to learn to live successfully with ocd

From: Reo2787
February 7, 2013, 4:02 pm

 I find it best to simply tell people how much you appreciate them. 

Obviously actions speak louder than words, but it never hurts to tell someone,

" Thank you, I appreciate you, and I love you."

Also when I need a new mood sometimes if I find the right song it helps tremendously. 

And I watch

Like Jenna Marbles or Shande Dawson, lol. 




' Be weird. Be random. Be who you are, because you never know who might love the person you hide.'

From: Dave123
February 7, 2013, 8:05 am

be thankful that u have a famliy that understands and supports u if your fight. Imagine if they didnt how much harder it would be for u and them. Just give your mom a hug and thats all the thanks she will need. thats all moms ever want is to be appriected. keep fighting it will get better.


He who speaks does not know he who knows does not speak