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MisUnderStood
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By:
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LadyRaines52608
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Mood:
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Frustrated
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Date:
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Mar 19, 2008
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Music:
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Let IT Rain ( Bishop S. Morton) 1Republic ( 2 late 2 appologize)
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So
often
I
feel
misunderstood
by
people.
People
assuming
or
thinking
just
because
I
am
ADD
and
I'm
in
a
comitted
relationship
with
a
man
who
is
ADHD,
Bipolar
and
OCD
that
us
together
,
are
mentally
retarted
people.
I
am
often
misunderstood
as
a
mother
and
have
been
told
that
I'm
a
bad
mother
for
some
of
the
decisions
i
made.
So
many
people
have
often
assumed
that
I
never
wanted
my
son
,
and
never
want
to
be
a
parent
because
3
yrs
ago
i
made
the
decision
to
appoint
my
best
friend
of
20
yrs
as
my
son's
temperary
Guaridan
,
until
Jr
and
I
could
get
a
bigger
place.
i
have
been
told
by
people
that
I
don't
deserve
to
ba
a
mother,
that
I
abandoned
my
son
,
even
tho
my
son's
God
mother
and
my
best
friend
cut
me
off
my
from
my
son
10
months
ago
,
because
she
feels
that
Jr
is
mentally
unstable
around
William,
there
for
because
I
am
with
him,
then
I'm
mentally
unstable
as
well.
Jr
and
I
are
often
misunderstood
as
a
couple
,
because
we
both
have
disorders
like
ADD,
AHD,
Bipolar
and
OCD.
Fact
is
Jr's
ADHD,
and
OCD
are
more
aparent
,
then
my
ADD,
but
people
still
judge
us.
Jr
and
I
met
fell
inlove
with
each
other
when
we
both
were
dealing
with
our
own
indivual
battles.
JR
was
honest
with
me,
never
once
lied
to
me
about
all
the
deemonds
he
possessed
at
that
time.
Jr
was
the
only
man
who
never
cheated
on
me
or
emotionally
hurt
me.
He
took
on
the
fole
of
being
a
father
to
William,
when
William
wasn't
his.
He
was
there
in
the
middle
of
the
night,
when
William
would
wake
up
to
feed,
have
a
diper
changed
or
just
needed
to
be
held.
William's
first
words
of
daddy
was
towards
JR.
JR
sees
William
as
his
own
son,
wouldnt
hesitate
to
lay
his
own
life
down
for
him.
So
there
for
I
have
no
doubt
that
Jr
is
going
to
be
a
great
daddy.
I
know
that
us
having
a
baby
isn't
going
to
be
easy
,
I
know
that
there
are
goin
to
be
times
of
stress
and
frustration,
but
I
don't
have
any
fear
what
so
ever.
I
know
that
William
comming
home
and
us
having
a
another
child
is
going
to
be
stressful,
I
know
that
considering
the
fact
that
we're
living
in
a
one
bed
room
,
one
bath
apartment
that
things
are
going
to
be
alittle
crampted
but
we'll
manage.
The
important
thing
to
Jr
and
I
is
the
fact
that
our
family
is
going
to
be
under
one
roof,
and
knowing
that
god
will
take
care
of
us.
I
just
see
Jr
and
I
like
any
normal
couple,
starting
their
family.
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