It's too difficult
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By:
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the_trier
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Jan 20, 2013
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Music:
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None
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It's
so
difficult
to
stay
happy.
One
day
I'm
happy
and
the
next
I
just
fall
into
pieces.
i
have
a
good
job,
supportive
family,
great
friends
-
Life's
pretty
good
to
me.
But
I
still
feel
inadequate.
Why
am
I
never
good
enough?
Why
can't
I
do
things
better?
Why
don't
people
like
me? I'm
trying,
trying
really
hard.
But
trying
never
seems
to
be
enough.
I
know
that
I
need
to
stay
positive,
not
let
the
negative
thoughts
get
to
me.
But
I'm
not
strong
enough.
I'm
not
sure
how
long
more
I
can
take
this.
Everytime
I
fall,
it's
harder
for
me
to
stand
up.
I'm
tired.
Really
tired. At
this
moment,
I
feel
that
everything
is
out
of
my
control.
I
can't
stop
crying,
even
over
the
smallest
hiccup.
'Let
it
go',
my
friends
say.
But
I
can't.
I
get
angry
and
upset
with
myself
for
not
letting
it
go.
Nothing
I
do
is
right.
I'm
tired. I've
tried
medication,
positive
thinking,
seeing
a
psychologist...
but
it
still
happens.
I
don't
know
what
to
do
anymore.
I'm
so
tired.
I
don't
know
how
much
longer
I
can
take
it.
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