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I'm back
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By:
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emmagal4480
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Mood:
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Disappointed
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Date:
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Jun 16, 2012
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Music:
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None
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So
I
haven't
been
on
for
a
long
time....
about
two
months
I
guess.
Things
have
been
rough.
I'm
doing
great
on
all
of
my
compulstions
except
for
eating.
I
can't
stop
eating.
Dear
God
it's
bad.
I'm
so
scared,
I'm
aftaid
I'm
going
to
eat
myself
to
death.
I
am
32
years
old
and
I
weigh
247lbs.
I
have
BED
(beinge
eating
dissorder)
I
feel
as
though
I
have
tried
everything,
but
I
just
can't
stop
eating.
You
would
think
that
the
prospect
of
dying
of
a
heart
attack
or
from
diabiteis
would
be
enough
to
make
me
stop
beinging,
but
I
guess
not.
I'm
so
afraid.
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