I can't take this anymore
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By:
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RockyRose
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Mood:
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Sad
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Date:
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Mar 03, 2013
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Music:
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Remember Me- Mark Schultz
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I
can't
believe
that
I
had
to
do
what
I
just
did
to
someone
who
Used
To
be
a
close
friend.
The
hurt's
just
soo
unbearable-
I
give
up...
she
could
apologize
a
billion
times
and
the
hurt
just
never
goes
away.
I
try
to
reason
with
her
and
all
I
get
is
accusations
galore
The
fact
that
my
ocd
makes
it
harder
to
let
go
of
the
hurt
just
makes
it
worse...and
now
it's
just
soo
unbearable
I
feel
like
I'm
in
one
of
my
own
stories...cept
that
one's
Rifleman
and
Lucas
losing
Mark
:(
:(
:(
It's
like
no
one
understands
that
someone's
who's
allready
been
hurt
soo
many
times
over
the
past
8
months
since
late
June-
is
just
gonna
act
on
really
really
hurt
feelings...the
sad
part
is-
the
hurt
goes
both
ways
on
both
sides
of
the
story
and
there
never
seems
to
be
an
end
to
it
anymore....and
now
she
can't
even
accept
me
for
me
and
stop
picking
fights
on
something
silly
and
small.
As
much
as
I
was
(was
meaning
about
a
month
ago)
longing
for
things
that
used
to
happen
alot
back
before
all
the
troubles
started...
I
wouldn't
trade
the
real
friends
I
allready
got
for
nothin
<3
<3
The
sad
part
is
too-
the
other
side
of
the
story
here
is
more
acting
like
I
m
somehow
supposed
to
act
like
how
she
acts.....
and
the
whole
trust
and
commincation
part
of
the
whole
friendship
started
deteriorating
back
in
late
June/early
July-
combine
that
with
a
stressfull
summer
on
both
sides-
now
I'm
just
watchin'
dust
and
tumbleweed
in
a
ghost
town...when
it
comes
to
this
former
friendship
anyhow....
This
whole
time
too-
neither
of
our
real
hurting
feelings
have
ever
been
addressed
cept
once
in
a
roleplay....like
taking
one
step
foreward
and
two
steps
back
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