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I am Pregnant and scared
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By:
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blossoms
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Oct 08, 2009
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Music:
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None
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I
am
four
months
pregnant
now
and
it
scares
me
to
hell.
Sometimes
I
feel
I
was
not
ready
for
this,yet
at
times
i
feel
good.
However
the
thing
that
scares
me
is
the
actual
birth...I
cannot
imagine
myself
in
the
delivery
room....or
maybe
the
operation
theatre...strange
faces....scary
looking
instruments,oxygen
cylinders...the
creepy
looking
machines...i
am
terrified
of
everything.The
doctor
tells
me
to
enjoy
my
pregnancy
but
the
thought
of
all
this
makes
me
anxious
at
all
times
and
once
again
i
have
begun
my
rituals.My
husband
has
been
very
supportive
so
far..I
manage
to
keep
several
rituals
from
him..but
I
dont
know
for
how
long.....I
see
terrible
dreams.....I
feel
so
helpless......
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