Finally! A good day!
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By:
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RemoteMonger
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Mood:
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Content
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Date:
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Dec 28, 2012
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Music:
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Rev it up- Vixen
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I
went
to
the
gym
today
and
there
was
an
open
punching
bag.
I
got
really
excited
because
I
used
to
box
in
high
school
before
my
head
injury
took
full
effect.
And
I
just
punched
it
like
how
I
want
to
punch
my
OCD
in
the
face.
It
felt
so
good
that
I
even
let
my
boyfriend
put
the
tv
volume
on
33. I
usually
go
insane
and
threaten
to
beat
him
to
death
with
the
remote
when
it
is
not
on
a
multiple
of
five.
Then
there
is
a
lot
of
crying
(on
his
part)
and
yelling
(on
my
part).
Then
he
blames
himself
and
locks
himself
in
the
bathroom,
Then
i
get
angry
at
myself
for
making
him
upset
and
start
punching
walls.
It's
terrible.
We
are
the
most
dysfunctional
couple
ever. But
on
a
more
positive
note,
I
found
a
way
to
(at
least
temporarily)
cope
with
one
of
my
biggest
triggers.
After
he
changed
the
volume
I
felt
like
I
needed
the
remote
back,
but
baby
steps. I
have
a
plan
for
all
this.
I
will
try
reserve
the
punching
bag
at
least
every
other
day
and
once
I
get
comfortable
with
the
volume
not
being
on
a
multiple
of
five
I
will
try
work
on
one
of
my
other
stupid
OCD
things.
Maybe
for
starters
I
will
let
him
cut
the
bread
wrong.
Or
let
the
dog
sit
in
my
chair.
Maybe
one
day
I
will
even
let
boyfriend
touch
the
remote.
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