Doing pretty good
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By:
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DPenn
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Jun 22, 2008
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Music:
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I
wish
they
had
"hopeful"
for
a
mood.
Anyway,
I
have
been
doing
pretty
good.
I
am
self-medicating
with
40
mg
of
prozac
every
other
day
and
xanax
when
I
need
it,
which
I
try
to
use
it
very
sparingly
so
I
don't
get
addicted. My
little
girl
went
to
my
mom's
for
4
whole
days.
I
was
lonely
but
I
think
God
might
be
proud
of
me
because
I
am
living
each
day
as
it
comes
and
trying
to
do
what's
right
and
live
in
peace. Here
is
a
funny
story
about
how
things
don't
always
work
out
the
way
you
think
they
will
but
you
just
have
to
go
with
the
flow
and
live
your
life
and
do
what
you
think
is
right: My
little
girl
goes
to
mother's
day
out
every
Thursday
and
I
had
told
my
mom
that
I
wanted
her
to
go
there
this
Thursday
even
though
my
mom
was
watching
her
because
I
have
to
pay
for
it
whether
she
goes
or
not.
So
on
Thursday
my
mom
brought
her
to
mother's
day
out
and
then
she
came
to
my
house
with
my
3
neices
who
are
3,
9
and
13.
I
was
trying
to
mow
the
yard
and
I
have
a
hard
time
getting
the
mower
started
but
I
had
just
finished
mowing
the
front
yard
when
I
noticed
that
my
mom's
car
was
in
my
driveway.
So
I
went
in
because
I
didn't
want
to
be
rude
(my
mom
had
mad
herself
at
home
in
my
house
without
me
knowing
she
was
there)
and
I
was
a
little
worried
that
the
kids
would
tear
up
my
house,
though
I
shouldn't
worry
because
my
sister
has
raised
them
to
be
very
respectful
of
other
people's
property.
They
were
just
playing
and
being
good
and
I
played
a
game
of
chess
with
my
13
year
old
neice
and
I
think
she
enjoyed
it
because
I
was
teaching
her
to
play
chess.
But
here
is
the
thing...
then
my
dad
called
and
he
was
just
getting
home
from
a
trip
with
his
wife
on
their
motorcycle
and
they
had
a
flat
tire.
So
they
wanted
to
come
over
and
store
some
luggage
at
my
house,
which
was
fine
with
me.
Then
I
found
out
that
their
bike
was
worse
than
they
first
thought
and
I
invited
them
to
spend
the
night
but
they
wanted
me
to
take
them
home,
which
is
an
hour
away.
So
I
did
it
even
though
I
really
wanted
to
stay
at
home
by
myself.
And
I
think
it
was
the
right
thing
to
do.
The
next
day
we
went
and
visited
with
my
sister
and
I
think
it
was
a
really
good
thing
I
was
not
selfish
and
helped
my
dad
when
he
was
in
need
even
though
the
last
day
of
my
4
days
of
not
having
to
take
care
of
my
4
year
old
was
taken
up
by
helping
my
family. I
sometimes
think
I
could
live
my
life
as
a
hermit
and
be
perfectly
content
but
I
still
get
lonely
and
wish
for
companionship
with
a
real
person
who
understands.
Then
when
I
am
around
real
people
(my
family)
I
see
all
the
drama
and
difficulty
in
life
and
relationships
and
I
just
want
to
be
by
myself
again.
Does
anyone
relate
to
this?
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