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Despite the recent success

By: Montesino
Mood: Angry
Date: Sep 22, 2013
Music: Pearl Jam corduroy


Despite some recent success in driving further by myself the OCD is still what I would call crippling. I take no credit or pleasure when I do something that most people don't think twice about. I am still clinically depressed and in the process of weaning off Meds I wasted three months on. That means when I begin the Luvox which I can't for two more weeks, I'm looking at another prospective twelve weeks before I get fully on my feet again,(if the Luvox even works). I accepted disability (a huge blow to my self- esteem.). I accepted the fact that I will never have a relationship with a woman given my inability to take care of myself and live with my parents. It all seems too much work just to get through the day. The only thing left that I wanted to do was remain a practicing Orthodox Jew which I had been before getting really sick in April. Now given my limitations I can't even do that 100 percent. Not only that these Meds that didn't work blew me up like a balloon. Sorry for all the negativity but I just needed to vent.



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September 22, 2013, 9:36 pm

Dear Matthew,


I'm glad to know it is a vent. We aall need to vent sometimes.


You are correct. the vent is very negative., Hugs   Mary XX



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