Trying to help myself
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By:
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chez
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Jun 30, 2012
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Music:
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None
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The
past
few
days
have
been
really
tuff
contemplating
suicide
and
trying
to
carry
it
out
and
self
harming
i
really
need
to
give
myself
a
shake
but
my
problem
is
i
give
up
too
easy
but
after
my
blog
i
got
some
really
good
advice
which
i
am
going
to
try
but
at
the
moment
i
am
just
tired
pysically
and
mentally
but
a
least
i
am
aware
off
the
shake
and
wake
up
call
i
need
to
give
myself. I
have
just
had
so
much
on
my
mind
with
everyday
things
and
intursive
thoughts
then
my
boss
had
called
me
to
say
i
will
be
going
onto
half
pay
which
is
only
right
ive
been
signed
off
work
for
four
months
now
but
it
all
just
got
too
much
for
me
but
hopefully
i
will
start
to
feel
better
soon
thank
you
to
everyone
for
the
good
advice
and
well
wishes.
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