| By: |
Ephreal
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| Mood: | Fearful |
| Date: | Nov. 29, 2008 |
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Heya
everyone.
One
extreme
to
the
other,
what
should
have
been
an
enjoyable
sleepover
at
my
friends
turned
into
a
bit
of
a
torture
session
thanks
to
intrusive
thoughts
and
paranoia.
I
firstly managed
to
forget
my
medication,
and
couldn't
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Im
sitting
here
on
the
coutch
next
to
Jeremy
whose
my
best
friend
,
my
lover
&
the
man
whom
I
want
to
spend
all
of
eturnity
with
,
even
in
death
-
As
I
sit
here
I
reflect on
the
year
&
man
it
has
been
a
rough
one
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I
have
been
on
the
go
for
weeks.
Non-stop,
always
moving.
I
planned
and
cooked
the
perfect
Thanksgiving
meal
for
11
people.
I
shampooed
the
carpets
and
cleaned
the
house
within
an
inch
of
its
life. And
of
course
there
is
Black
Friday.
My
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who
are
you
to
judge
the
life
i
live
i
know
im
not
perfect
and
dont
live
to
be
but
before
you
start
pointing
fingers
make
sure
your
hands
are
clean
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A
cheesy
dance
song?
Sure.
But
oh
how
I
relate
to
the
lyrics:I
hate
the
treadmill
everyday,
I
hate
the
mundane
things
they
say,
the
boredom
sets
in
9
to
5,at
night
that's
when
i
come aliveThere
must
be
more
to
life
than
this,
this
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