Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Hey guys..im just bored and decided to tell a story of my life...im origionally from a little town cald clara in co.offaly in ireland..My ma nd da sepertated wen i waz 6 nd my brother wayne waz 8... My ma got anodr partner cald Jay..nd so did my da..her name waz michelle..It turnd out jay waz an alcholic nd very violent..my mam had a child with jay..kelly who's now 8...Many times we ended up being out on the street many times..while living with jay..But it got worse..at the weekends me and my brother used 2go over to my da's house..were Michelle nd her 2year old daughter Kayleigh lived..she had kayleìgh 4m a previous relationship.. Any way at first michelle waz reali nice..bt it waz to gud to b true..1 nite my da found her sittin in a pool of blood..she had slit her wrists.. Theres more ...As i grew up michelle would send me horrible txts sayin..u need ur head checkd..and 1 eye little bitch..bcause i hav a condition with my eye its smaller than my otr 1..so she usd to alwz pick on me ovr it.. So this continued over the years..court case after court case..it waz so hard living with an alcholic who used to beat my mam..and den having to deal with michelle at the weekend..and i waz still only 9 or 10..... Years had passed we moved 2 athlone with mam and jay..and moved into this fabulous house...i startd a new school were i got bullied..the only friend i had waz my brother wayne ..we were always so close..not long after we had moved in to the house we were out on the streets agen..Just me mam wayne nd baby Kelly...Finally we were put into a refugee..its were women who have experienced domestic violence went and stayed..we were there for about a month or so when we startd renting a house..Any way same old same old continued...with michelle nd jay...Finally mam broke it off with jay. .we were happy at last..but there waz 1 more problem MICHELLE.. Im going to skip alot of what michelle has done over those years and bring u back to this year..it march of 2008 ..I had enuf..enuf of evryting my da who never stood up 4me wen michele wud say those things nd always took her side...that has affected me so bad..but i'll mention that later... Ok so i broke off all contact with my dad and Michelle ...But then thats wen it startd The thoughts..the rituals..it waz the OCD..little did i know it was this..i thought i was going mad..but i cudn take it any longer i broke down..and who did i tell? MY BEST FRIEND..guess who??my mam..yes hard to believe but my mam is my best friend we are so so close..as she had a difficult life to..her dad had beatin her all her life..so no wonder she ended up with jay..any way were was i..oh ye i told my mam how i felt..nd i was brought down to the hospital were i waz askd questions..and den diagnosed with obsessiv-compulsive disorder...it was so so so hard sometimes i just wanted to die..but i kept strong..i remembered back to all the hard times i had been thru nd realised if i made it thru that i can make it thru this...And any one who reads this i want them to know..that ur problems five years ago are not ur problems today..and ur probs today will not b ur probs in five years time... I still get days were im suicidal but i pull my self through it..there is so much more to live for:)...i hope u all enjoyed my story..feel free to leave comments...and i would not B the person i am today if it wasnt for my ma..i love her so much.. Wayne is now 20 Im 18. Kelly is 8... My dads 2children with michelle..Alex and Ciaran..are now 7 and 5 ..and Kayleigh is 12..thank u for reading my story. .lots of love x x x Michaela 03-Nov-2008 11:30pm

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