Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

im have 28 years old . and i have ocd when im 9 years old and it started in movement rituals ...then pray ritulas ...then Recurrence stuff ... of course During these events   have Depression and stress  . i try  to be free from these but i cant  ...Medicine help me little .

i try to be happy man and have agood relationship with friends and I try hard to Continue but if ocd come that destroy every thing .. i hate ocd soo much and if he man i killed him its horrible  disqusting ..Painful..incredibly  matter.

the ocd Log me  his battle Despite me ,but i will won Against his will.