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JOB: Business
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DRINK: Yes
RELIGION: Not Religious
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Engaged
MEMBER SINCE: July 17, 2007
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GENDER: Female
LOCATION: Others, United States
AGE: 25
VIEWS: 71
STAR SIGN: Sagittarius
LAST LOGIN: 10.18.07




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I recently sought treatment because it was becoming completely unmanageable, even debilitating, and I feared I was losing my mind. I have been diagnosed with “Pure O” OCD, primarily with violent and gory intrusive images. When I was finally diagnosed, it was like a light clicked on, and it all finally made sense.

Thinking back, I see that I have had my OCD since I was about 5 years old. Throughout my childhood and teen years, it waxed and waned, and I can clearly remember the times when it was at its worst. Back then I thought that maybe everyone has these thoughts, but now I know that having a thought or image consume your mind for hours at a time is my OCD.

I was raised religiously, and my OCD used to be centered around that, but now that I have somewhat “rejected” organized religion, the focus is now on the violent side.....

It’s so nice to have a place to come where everyone understands, and I don’t have to hide who I really am.


“But I don't want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked.
”Oh, you can't help that,” said the Cat: “We’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad”.
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“you must be”, said the Cat, “or you wouldn’t have come here”.

the rain... people who are judgemental and self-righteous ... when I get the "mean reds"... when people have bad personal hygene...



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December 12, 2008, 8:07 am
Happy Birthday*HUGGS*

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“If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything.”
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June 29, 2008, 9:48 pm
Just because someone doesn't love you the way that you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got. Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed people can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has. Never look down on anyone . . . unless you are helping them up. The tongue weighs practically nothing, yet so few people can hold it. You Laugh at me because I am different. I laugh at you because your all the same. Peace of mind is what we need. That is the greatest wealth. Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall. Let no one come to you without leaving better and happier. The true battlefield is within. Always stand up for what you believe in, even if you stand alone. It is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye. "Happiness is in all of us,only if we would let go of our insecurities, & let it show regardless of what others or ourselves might think.That is the real challenge." Let no one steal your joy. Do not let the past effect what you can do today. Let go of things you cannot change, & worry about what you can change starting today.

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God Bless You All !!!!!
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April 3, 2008, 12:59 pm
Hey, just wanted to see how you've been doing. I know I haven't talked to you in awhile, so I hope everything's going well.

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When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in the flag and carrying a cross.
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Sublime, My Chemical Romance, The Fray, Incubus, Breaking Benjamin, Jay-Z, Eminem, Blink 182, The Allman Brothers, Credence Clearwater Revival, Obie Trice, Led Zeppelin, The Beastie Boys, Busta Rhymes... I like ALL kinds of music! Too much to list.

***A Confederacy of Dunces *Breakfast At Tiffany's *Comprehending Columbine *The Grapes of Wrath *1984 *The Road ***East of Eden *Catcher In the Rye *Breakfast of Champions *Survivor *Lullaby *A Clockwork Orange *Anthem *Pride and Prejudice *Atheist Universe *Animal Farm *Wuthering Heights *A Man Without A Country *Less Than Zero .... I LOVE to read :)

*Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back *Super Troopers
*Fight Club *Made *Ferris Bueller's Day Off *The Nightmare Before X-mas *SLC Punk ....

Swimming, going boating, partying (drinkin Bacardi!), playing pool, reading, going shopping, listening to music, chillin' with my kitty cat and my Honey, going on adventures...

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