Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Im pretty complicated person, but then again, very simple. I got OCD when I was 16, although, when I think about it, I had it all my life. Unfortunetly, my OCD is severe. I repeat everything I do in life and i have heavy obsessions. I started my treatment when I was 19 and since then things are easier, though I also have general anxiety disorder so I feel anxiety and fear all the time. As you know, these are cronic disease. I lost almost everything because OCD but I dont care much anymore. I found my comfort in God; without him it would be unbearable. Its ironic, I used to blame and hate him, but then I understood that he suffers also; more than anyone.
As for now, im learning web-design and its going wery well. I just wish I could meet someone who understands me.
For all of you who are desperate, remember that suffering will not last forever. Its like king Solomon said: "The end is better than the beginning".

Video games, music, movies, bikes, motorcycles, collections etc.

OCD, anxiety,injustice, hypocrisy, pain, blaiming God

Soundtracks (movie and video game music), classical music, U2, The Beatles

Bible

Everything from Steven Spielberg, Star Wars, Alien, Aliens, Batman, Beautiful Mind, Ace Ventura and, off course, As good as it gets:)

Video games, playing piano, riding bicycle, reading