Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Hi My name is Kat and I have had OCD since I was 15 yrs old. I am sober from drugs and alcohol for 3 1/2 years(YES!!) now which has been quite a journey in my life. Ive spent many a night in rehabs. I used drugs and alcohol to get out of feeling the ocd for so many years, telling myself it was better that way. Well, it wasn't.I just started losing all sense of self and soul and truly became numb and deadened inside. It was awful but a trap I kept falling into for so long. My medications work a lot better now that I am sober-go figure! My ocd revolves around contamination and I wash my hands and objects much more than I should. I get major anxiety and attacks come now and then which really f up my day! I swear some days I really want to kill myself over the ocd. Im amazed at the power of this enemy in my mind. All I can do is fight back, cuz when I run he eventually catches up with me.. I know there is no cure for OCD yet but there is hope and there are all of you who I need so much for support to be able to handle this crap. :)

animals, music, comedy, sports, my girlfriend,cool breezes, my dogs, nature, hiking, biking

OCD!! people who judge others, hypocrisy, people who can't laugh at themselves, angel food cake

all different kinds..DMB, Griffin House, Ani DiFranco, pearl jam, finger eleven,garbage, green day, eminem, jay-z, killers,republica,nelly,will i.am,TI,Pink, candlebox, pixies, morphine,stones,eddie vedder, pink floyd, led zepplin, chemical brothers, kings of leon, RHCP, blue october,and so,so so many more!!!!

i like documentaries, nonfiction, biographies,true crime.. I'm always reading something!

Freedom Writers,American Gangster, Ray, Babel, American History X, Kalifornia, Requiem for a Dream, Super Troopers, Son in Law, Million Dollar Baby, Traffic, Rush, Negotiator, Fargo, Goodfellas,Crash,American Beauty, Bourne Identity and tonz more....

biking, hiking, listening to music,working out at the gym, swimming,walking the dogs,enjoying nature,pilates,cooking

We love music!	GLBT with OCD