Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I have had intrusive thoughts for probably since I was a kid. I specifically remember just worrying about ridiculous things. My intrusive thoughts seemed to disappear until I was about 21 and then just snowballed from there. I did a lot of drugs throughout highschool and college which most likely allowed these thoughts to manifest themselves. Now I mainly have intrusive thoughts about social situations, harming ones closest to me and about not being able to write another song (thats a weird one i know). I enjoy playing music and composing my own songs and lately every time I start feeling like a new song is coming my obsessive thoughts pop up and stop me dead in my tracks. This is a recent one and probably the most disturbing of all because my music was always my home. I cant stand it, thinking i may never write a good song ever again. Thats pretty much it.

I guess I like alot of stuff. Chocolate, coffee, music, poetry, anything that doesn't bore me.

Obsessive thoughts. People who think they've figured something out and are absolutely sure about it, which is me sometimes.

Dylan, Thomas, Gingsberg, Neruda, Whitman, Blake, Eliot, Hesse, Salinger, Poetry for the most part.

Well probably my most favorite movie of all time has to be The Wild Bunch. I really enjoy old movies, especially Westerns and Film Noir. Humphrey Bogart is the man. Anything Peckinpah has directed is usually good.

Write and play music. Read poetry, watch hockey, play poker, ride my bike.