Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I Have dealt with OCD since I was in my mid-teens. I originally fixated on perhaps harming others, and then moved on to other pure-O type anxieties. Sometimes I feel completely hopeless and can't eat or think. I'm in a high-profile industry where I have to meet with top executives and no one knows. Episodes never last just a day or two, always months, and each time I am so afraid that it will be forever.

I wish i believed in God, but I don't because no one has ever been able to answer the simple question - why do good people suffer?

nice clothes, good food, animals, film, music, laughter and being a spectator to the surreal, the random, and the bizarre.

Why I'm here - OCD, of course. My life is pretty much close to perfect without the OCD. But the OCD is crippling and breaks me down.

Surreal and edgy music from anywhere and any time. Music that could be the soundtrack to a David Lynch film.

Almost anything except comedies.

Alternates between maintaining and questioning sanity.