Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I'm 22 years old and my life is wrapped within the beautiful, breathtaking world of the Performing Arts. Being onstage is a feeling of which I cannot describe. I couldn't possibly if I wanted to. I enjoy everything about it, it's the air I breathe, my life and my joy. It's my passion and i'm incredibly driven about it. I went to a conservatory in NYC and I now live in an awesome apartment in Queens with two amazing roommates and I also train/work and take classes in NYC. I'm privately training with a Broadway alum and take dance classes/workstudy @ NDG. Good times are ahead. :-) <333

I also enjoy fashion, coffee, men, shopping, good books and literature. I'm also a sucker for sweatshirts, blue eyes, amazing music and hot bubble baths.

I hope to write a book one day. Writing an autobiography about my life and all of the events that have occurred within it fascinates me. I would love to lock myself in a room one day, set the pen to paper and just be done with it.

I'm extremely deceiving. For I suffer from OCD and alot of other messed up psychological crap. I'm very humbled by nature and the power of something higher existing. I believe in God.

My friends/family are all gifts and blessings in my life. They laugh, cry, talk and relate with me. They motivate, support and inspire me. They're all so unbelievably unique in their own special way.

Being in love is the most beautiful and the most painful thing in the world.

I'm a sucker for the beauty that surrounds me. Something as simple as a skyscraper, the ocean touching the sky or the Fall foliage can overwhelm me immensely.

Music is my constant. It moves me to tears in ways that are inexplicable.

I'm over-analytical, a perfectionist addict and a BIG observer.

The ten questions by Bernard Pivot that host James Lipton asks every guest are:


What is your favorite word? Conundrum


What is your least favorite word? Failure


What turns you on [creatively, spiritually or emotionally]? Passion
What turns you off? Arrogance


What is your favorite curse word? f@ck off


What sound or noise do you love? Laughter


What sound or noise do you hate? The sound of anything/anyone I love in pain


What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? Novelist


What profession would you not like to do? Accountant


If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? "You Did Good Kid, Welcome Home."


Live. Love. Life. <333 * :-)

2gether, 3eb, a chorus line, alanis morissette, amda, andrew lloyd webber, aromatherapy, auditioning, avril lavigne, babysitting, beatles, bebe, ben affleck, bernadette peters, bette davis, boys, broadway, bsb, bubble baths, burberry, can't hardly wait, candles, chicago, christmas, classic movies, classical music, coffee, collages, colorbars, competing, concerts, dancing, dashboard confessional, dead poets society, degrassi, disney world, drama, dreamgirls, emily dickinson, emo, evan farmer, evita, family guy, fashion, fireworks, florida, fob, fosse, gene kelly, george carlin, george winston, godspell, gone with the wind, goo goo dolls, green day, gypsy, hairspray, halloween, happy bunny, history, hollywood, hot chocolate, hot tea, hot towels, imax, jack lemmon, jazz, jc chasez, jennifer holliday, joan crawford, john ritter, journey, jude law, judy garland, julia stiles, kansas, leonardo dicaprio, les miserables, light in the piazza, lilacs, little women, manicures, mannheim steamroller, mark ruffalo, maroon 5, massages, matt damon, million dollar baby, music, my girls, my room, naps, nathan lane, noah bastian, oasis, ocd, one acts, our town, pageants, paintings, paul rudd, pedicures, performing arts, phantom of the opera, pictures, pin collecting, poetry, psychology, purses, reading, rent, road trips, rollercoasters, romance novels, sarah mclachlan, school ties, sex and the city, shakespeare, shopping, singing, snow, staind, stars, stephen lynch, stephen schwartz, stephen sondheim, summer, sunset boulevard, tchaikovsky, ten things, the apartment, sex, tea, the beach, the color pink, the fall, the notebook, the ocean, the producers, the spill canvas, theater, thoroughly modern millie, titanic, victoria's secret, waterfalls, west side story, whose line, wicked, wizard of oz, workouts, writing, yellowcard.

arrogance, over opinionated assholes, perverts, pre-judgement, carelessness, ignorance, insects, especially ticks, superficiality, the cold, Insomnia, people who chew with their mouth open, teeth grinding, 90% of pre-teen girls, flat soda, sticky substances, stupidity, people who don't thank you, nasty bodily stuff.

I'm Extremely Eclectic In My Music Tastes, I Listen To Almost Everything. Favs. Judy Garland Donna McKechnie Imogen Heap OneRepublic Anna Nalick Sarah McLachlan Beth Hart Carrie Underwood Sara Bareilles The Veronicas Christina Aguilera Maroon 5 Oasis Daughtry Glenn Hughes Journey The Eagles The Fray Aerosmith Yellowcard Stonecrusher Goo Goo Dolls Kelly Clarkson Madonna Broadway Rock Alternative Acoustic Jazz Classical Spill Canvas Boyband Love

I'm A Literary Nerd, And Have Stocked Up Quite The Library Over The Years, Making It On Broadway, Prozac Nation, Year of Wonders, The Crucible, Macbeth, Romeo and Juliet, A Midsummer Night's Dream, A Streetcar Named Desire, Emotional Intelligence, Heartbreaker, Reviving Ophelia, Performance Addiction, The Crimson Petal And The White, He's Just Not Into You, The Nerd Who Loved Me, Letters To A Young Artist, Getting Control OCD, Burned, So You Think You Can Dance On Broadway, Calming Your Anxious Mind, Evita:Saint Or Sinner, To Kill A Mockingbird, The Midnight Disease, Get Happy:Biography of Judy Garland, JUDY, Time Steps: Donna McKechnie My Musical Comedy Life, Actors On Acting and Working In The Theatre, Arrogance: Bias In The Elite Media, Emily Dickinson's Collection Of Poems, She's Come Undone, The Bell Jar, The Lonely Girls Club, You Remind Me Of Me, The Disappointment Artist, The Secret Garden, Unholy Ghost, The Sky Is Falling, The Boy Who Couldn't Stop Washing-Dealing With OCD, Brain Lock, Over and Over Again, Imp Of The Mind, Bill O'Reilly-Who's Looking Out For You?/The Good, The Bad And The Completely Ridiculous In American Life, Lewis Black-Nothing's Sacred, The Notebook, A Bend In The Road, Saul and Patsy, Passing For Normal, Dance/Theater Anecdotes, Mango Street, Welcome To My Country, Why Men Love Bitches, The Happiest Corpse I've Ever Seen: The last 25 years of the Broadway Musical.

Ohh Man...SO Many... The Apartment, 10 Things I Hate About You, Scream, Evita, Singin' In The Rain, West Side Story, Brokeback Mountain, Corpse Bride, Dead Poets Society, Can't Hardly Wait, Titanic, The Notebook, The Man In The Iron Mask, Interview With The Vampire, CENTER STAGE, Election, Mr. Holland's Opus, Atonement, La Vie En Rose, Romy And Michele's High School Reunion, American Beauty, Legally Blonde, Amercian Pie Series, Gone With The Wind, A Star Is Born, Casablanca, I Could Go On Singing, Chasing Amy, Clueless, Cruel Intentions, A Little Princess, The Secret Garden, Edward Scissorhands, Ever After, Good Will Hunting, Hide and Seek, Little Women, Million Dollar Baby, Now and Then, Mrs. Doubtfire, My Girl, Napoleon Dynamite, The Departed, Never Been Kissed, All Leonardo DiCaprio Movies, All Judy Garland Movies, Poltergeist, The Descent, Romeo and Juliet, John Tucker Must Die, Without A Paddle, The Bad Seed, Election, Superman Returns, School Ties, Some Like It Hot, South Park: Bigger Longer and Uncut, All Disney Movies, Hitchcock, Horror Movies, MGM Movie Musicals, Twister, Jezebel, Bring It On, Waiting For Guffman, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Kill Bill, Strike Up The Band, Talented Mr. Ripley, The Birdcage, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Others, The Shining, Pirates of the Carribean, Odd Girl Out, Mean Girls, Forces of Nature, Hostel, She's All That, The Sixth Sense, The Truman Show, The Wedding Singer, The Virgin Suicides, The Wizard of Oz, Watership Down, This Boy's Life, Tommy Boy, Washington Square, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, Breakfast At Tiffany's, Catch Me If You Can, The First Wives Club, The Twilight Zone.

Theater, Anything involving the performing arts, Reading, Writing, Parties, Friends, Boys, Shopping, Sleepovers, Swimming, Rollerblading, Running, Workouts.

OCD right down the family tree